Sunday, May 23, 2010

Moving Back Home!



Super excited to be moving back home tomorrow! Had a great school year and even better grades, but it's time I get to my city...10 hours & counting *Jumping for Joy*

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Let's Play a Love Game ;)


Photo Via clipartof.com

The game of love can be a dangerous one to play, yet still we fall in and out of love time after time. Even if it doesn't fully develop into "Love" people can still get hurt. You always have to remember that no matter how hard you try you can't teach an old dog new tricks. So maybe the solution is to get rid of the old dog and buy a new one!

All I want is to be able to trust every single person I come in contact with, but its just not possible. I'm the kind of person that trusts someone until they give me a reason not to. Many have told me that I'm just way too nice and when it comes to guys I need to put my foot down more often. However, I still give people chance after chance only to be let down in return. It seems like in every situation, no matter how much I give, I gain zero reciprocity.


Im not saying I do everything perfectly, we all make mistakes but it takes a mature person to own their mistake. Realizing you did something wrong is only half the battle, confessing it is the next step. Compounding your problem by lying only adds insult to injury. Just own your sh*t because what's done in the dark will eventually come to light!

"Love can be a dangerous game to play... " *sips tea*

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Writing is Therapeutic


Most of the time I like to consider myself a level headed person. Yes, I have my moments where I can't stand to breathe the same air as some people, but a lot of the time I enjoy those around me. There is nothing like having a strong support system made up of your closest friends and family members. Even on your worst day those loving people always seem to make things a little bit easier. However, there is a certain person in my life that I could really live without. I can't stand having to put on a fake smile and pretend that everything's okay when it truly isn't. Am I the only one thats ever had to do this? The worse part about this situation is having this particular person in my family.

I know I can't replace my gene pool, although when this person is around I really wish I could. Maybe I should feel guilty for thinking this way about someone who is so close to me, but the truth is I don't! Honestly this person has NEVER been there for me so its hard to even consider them family. We truthfully are only bonded by blood. Every time our paths cross I just want to smack the sh*t out of them and let them know how much of an asshole I really think they are. But for the sake and sanity of those closest to me I refrain from doing so. It just hurts me to know all the lies, and broken promises that have come from this person over the years. So its hard to keep from losing it when I look in the mirror and see so much of that person looking back at me.