Saturday, March 27, 2010

Writing is Therapeutic


Most of the time I like to consider myself a level headed person. Yes, I have my moments where I can't stand to breathe the same air as some people, but a lot of the time I enjoy those around me. There is nothing like having a strong support system made up of your closest friends and family members. Even on your worst day those loving people always seem to make things a little bit easier. However, there is a certain person in my life that I could really live without. I can't stand having to put on a fake smile and pretend that everything's okay when it truly isn't. Am I the only one thats ever had to do this? The worse part about this situation is having this particular person in my family.

I know I can't replace my gene pool, although when this person is around I really wish I could. Maybe I should feel guilty for thinking this way about someone who is so close to me, but the truth is I don't! Honestly this person has NEVER been there for me so its hard to even consider them family. We truthfully are only bonded by blood. Every time our paths cross I just want to smack the sh*t out of them and let them know how much of an asshole I really think they are. But for the sake and sanity of those closest to me I refrain from doing so. It just hurts me to know all the lies, and broken promises that have come from this person over the years. So its hard to keep from losing it when I look in the mirror and see so much of that person looking back at me. 




FYI...

As of now the content on this blog will consist of my thoughts, my feelings on the things going on in my life, and other things I'd like to share with people. Just remember my personal opinion is just that, an opinion. I created this blog as a hobby and a way to keep myself busy. At times I feel like I need an outlet to get certain things off my chest and just express different emotions I may be experiencing. Hopefully by reading my posts you can learn some new ways to approach certain obstacles in your life. As you get to know me through my posts you will learn that I'm all about living with a purpose. My purpose in life is to be remembered for helping people in any form that I can. With that said I hope you like what you see! *Fingers crossed*


Hello, thanks for visiting. Unfortunately my blog is currently under construction so bare with the changes as they may continue throughout the weeks to come.



"My purpose is to remembered..."




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